i'm suffering right now....

What a bad luck!! After losing my beloved, now I face another trouble, my laptop could not use the wi-fi feature! Firstly i want to tell about my fifth day as a single person. I looked at my ex's myspace, and guess what, she got a new boyfriend now, with a huge picture! I felt really embarrassed with myself. I am really foolish and did not know how to take care of my own girl. Now, i want to switch my focus on the blog, to my own problems that baffles my brain.

We broke up because of a tiny matter, which is my intention to return her mother's mattress which I borrowed a week ago, when I move to the new house. And she simply put our relationship with a same value as the mattress. If I return the mattress, she would break up with me. So, I can do nothing about that, as she was really determined to break up with me. I went to her place, and return the mattress to her, and she left me without any sympathy.

That was the end of our love. It is really beautiful at the beginning. And it ends with a really frustrating ending. Now, I don't know how to continue with life now. So, I came back to the village in Kedah to isolate myself. I will come back to KL on Thursday, hopefully with a new spirit. But what's happening now, deteriorates the situation. I will come back, with nothing left there. I am looking to built everything, all over again.